What do you most want?
It’s not a thing. It’s your north star.
A sacred 1:1 session to discover your soul’s highest want — and start living from it.
“What if your biggest patterns and pain all came down to one hidden, divine word?”
The Most Important Work You Will Ever Do
There is one core truth running beneath your patterns, pain, desires, and dreams. It's not a concept. It's not an affirmation. It's the seed of your entire life story.
It is Your Word.
This is not about manifesting more stuff.
This is not about mindset.
This is about remembering who you are.
Your Word is the guiding light—the North Star.
It's what you've been trying to find in every decision, relationship, and creative block. It's the reason you react. It's the ache behind your striving. It's the root cause of your suffering. And it's the portal to your peace.
Finding your Word will break the loop.
It will give you a way to live that's both deeply spiritual and fiercely practical.
It will take everything you've got.
But it will change your life.
Let me get more techy about the ‘Word’ — The Key That Reveals Why You Do What You Do.
At the heart of all human suffering is a single, ancient pattern:
the sense that we are not enough, or too much, or somehow fundamentally incomplete.
In Trika Tantra, this is called anava mala — the core contraction that makes us feel separate from our own wholeness.
In everyday life, it looks like:
Choosing the wrong people
Sabotaging opportunities
Over-giving and then resenting it
Chasing what never quite satisfies
Pushing away what we actually want
Repeating the same emotional cycles, even when we “know better”
This is the invisible script running beneath your decisions, reactions, and desires.
The Word™ is the tool that reveals that script.
What The Word™ Actually Is (Refined Definition)
The Word™ isn’t “just a wound” or a trauma pattern.
It’s the inner soul-word — the sacred quality of the divine that you believe you’re missing.
This belief (born from anava mala) quietly shapes how you move through the world:
the things you chase
the things you avoid
the choices you make
the chaos you create
the relationships you cling to or run from
the creative paths you abandon or over-pursue
When you don’t know this soul-word, you spend your life trying to “get” it from the outside — approval, intensity, love, belonging, certainty, power, significance, softness, devotion — whatever it is for you.
But when you discover your Word™, everything flips:
You realise this missing quality was never missing.
You are it — you just forgot.
This isn’t therapy-speak.
And it’s not spiritual fluff.
It’s precise. It’s practical. It’s disarming in its accuracy.
When you discover The Word™, you stop being driven by old pain and start acting from self-awareness, choice, and real freedom.
Why The Word™ Works
Because it goes straight to the root.
Instead of managing symptoms — anxiety, avoidance, perfectionism, over-giving, self-doubt — The Word™ reveals the deeper inner belief that’s been shaping your entire life.
Language creates reality.
When you name the pattern, you take back your agency.
The Word™ turns subconscious contraction into conscious power.
You learn to see your pattern as it’s happening.
You learn to interrupt it.
You learn to choose differently.
And slowly, gently, consistently — you return to your wholeness.
The Transformation
Before The Word™:
“Why did I do that… again?”
Feeling “not enough”, “too much”, or somehow wrong.
Running on urgency, fantasy, fear, and old stories.
Sabotaging what you want or settling for less.
Making decisions from contraction, not clarity.
After The Word™:
“I know exactly why I’m reacting — and I can choose differently.”
Making cleaner, kinder decisions from self-respect.
Creating from a deeper sense of wholeness.
Feeling less desperate to chase or push away others.
Living with more freedom, responsibility, and creative power.
This Is Not a Concept — It’s an Initiation
Discovering your Word™ is not about learning something new.
It’s about remembering something ancient.
This is where:
Creativity meets Self-awareness.
Where Communion meets Responsibility.
Your Word™ becomes your compass.
Your medicine.
Your path back to wholeness.
This makes all those decades of dedicated spiritual work, how I embodied and digested it, my gift to humanity.
You are perfect and whole; that is the Universal Mother Goddess speaking to you, you are that, but you have forgotten.
It’s time to remember.
Jai Jai Maa xxx
What You’ll Receive:
1 x 60-minute private session with Mata Kamaleshwari (aka Mataji) — artist, mystic, creator of The Spanda Method™ and She-Monk.
Through deep listening, inquiry, and guided meditation, you’ll:
Identify the core "Word" that has been running your life
Discover how this Word reveals both your wound and your dharma
Learn to purify the reactive "B wants" into a higher truth
Walk away with clarity, a new compass, and a sacred practice to keep returning to Her
This is not coaching. This is a transmission.
Price: $77 AUD
(Regular price $330 — this is a pre-Christmas offering to support those in transition, artists in resistance, and anyone seeking their true north.)
The inner or A list wants is our eternal Self, and we can expect it.
The outer or B list is what causes suffering.
Identify the B, enquire to the A.
Find the real want. Then go for it with everything you have."
— Mata Kamaleshwari, Author of — She-Monk: Daily Life Is the New Spiritual Practice
Who This Is For (And Who It's Not)
This isn’t coaching fluff or a cute little clarity call.
This is spiritual technology. Rooted in lived sadhana. Tested in the fire. Made for those who are done floundering and ready to walk as their own guide — not because it’s trendy, but because the Word is knocking, and they’re ready to answer.
✦ Who The Word™ Is For
This work is for spiritually-inclined humans who:
Are self-aware, but still feel an invisible force driving their choices
Want a grounded, non-fluffy way to understand themselves
Are creative, sensitive, intuitive — but tired of repeating the same pain
Want to stop abandoning themselves and start creating from inner clarity
Are ready to move from reactivity to responsibility
Want to relate, love, lead, and create from a deeper sense of wholeness
If you’re done with vague “love yourself more” advice…
If you’re tired of the same patterns cycling through your relationships, creativity, and inner life…
The Word™ will feel like someone finally switched the lights on.
✦ This is not for you if:
You’re addicted to therapy but allergic to change.
You want a coach who’ll coddle your avoidance.
You secretly enjoy your suffering more than the idea of freedom.
You weaponise your past to excuse your present.
You get triggered by being lovingly called to a higher way of being.
You still think “alignment” means it should feel easy.
You’re here to spectate, not participate.
“This isn’t group therapy. It’s initiation.”
The Word is Not Cute — It’s a Commitment
You don’t pick your Word — your Word is part of you when you chose to come into being.
It’s the part of you that’s been underneath every tantrum, every self-sabotage, every longing. It’s the thing your whole nervous system is aching to remember.
It isn’t always easy. It will ask for everything.
But once revealed, it becomes your true north — the dharma only you can walk.
And when you live from it, the world starts to respond to who you really are.
What People Say
“I’d done 10 years of inner work and still felt stuck. This wasn’t a band-aid. It was a reckoning. Now I live by something real — my Word. I haven’t abandoned myself since and my life has totally changed.”
— Hanuman, NSW
Mata Kamaleshwari is a mystic artist, tantrik guide, Author and co-author of 3 books, and the founder of Goddess Culture Movement. For over 20 years, she lived the inner life — now she brings it into the world, the art world, and the sacred feminine uprising. Her work is rooted in the teachings of Kashmir Shaivism and the power of devotion in everyday life